Well its cycle day 15 and I still havent gotten a +OPK yet.

I called the doctors office and they said they would imagine I would get a +OPK today or tomorrow. I said yeah thats what I thought too but I dont even have a faint line yet...so what am I suppose to do about starting the Progesterone since according to Wed U/S they said the lead was 18x16 and I was ready to go

They said if I get no +OPK by Monday to call the office on Monday and go in for a Progesterone level

So I guess I just continue to POAS...

Good thing I bought the 25 pack, bad thing is I only have 6 left!

2nd Ultrasound in Natural Cycle

My Ultrasound today revealed that all the Follicles seen on Monday had grown significantly.

Left Ovary lead Follicle is 18x16 the other 4 were all 15mm and under

Right Ovary both increased size from 5mm to 8mm

The Nurse Practioner said to BD away and start Progesterone 4 days after I get a + OPK

I cant believe that as of today I still dont even have a light line on the OPK when it seems the lead follie is ready to go in the next day or two

I asked about having BW done but they said there is no need because they can see the follicles.

So we are just waiting for the BIG 'O' and having lots of fun while we patiently await its arrival!

Natural Monitored Cycle U/S today revealed

5 Follies on the Left 13mm, 11 1/2mm, 10mm and two >7mm

3 Follies on the Right but all measured 5mm and less

No BW was done, Have to go back on Wednesday morning for another U/S

Aaron and I went to lunch and afterward he asked if I wanted to go to Babies R Us to walk around. He said he was thinking of all the things we havent done yet that we could do to summon the baby spirit to visit and stay with us.

We walked around and started making our list of wishes we actually had an enjoyable time doing it.

This is what I am taking this natural cycle and it seems to be working...

B12

B6

Baby Aspirin

Vitex (fertiliaid) Tea 2x's a day

Estroven

Metformin

then after I 'O' I will be starting the Progesterone suppositories til I get my BFP!!

I am telling myself I will reach my goal this cycle to have a BFP that STICKS!!, in fact I was talking to the follies this afternoon telling them they need to get big and strong so they can become the baby(ies) of our dreams.....

Will post again after Wed U/S

Just over a month ago

We were celebrating our Positive Pregnancy test


and now we are just about moving forward from yet another loss and looking towards this next cycle with a full sense of positivity and love......

I do hope there is a Heaven and one day we do get to meet the 6 babies we've lost. We could have a big Old Family reunion but until then I have faith that their Aunt is looking out for them and is planning to send us that special spirit who will stay with us very soon!

FINALLY!!!

FINALLY the Provera worked!!!
After a week of cramping and 4 days of spotting

The never ending cycle finally ended on cycle day 58 which is now affectionately called DAY 1

Yippe I am back in the Fight!!
This cycle I am determined to get a TRUE and LASTING BFP!